Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts

Friday, March 18, 2011

Confessions of a Nudeplayer

by Von Fritz Evangelista

In the beginning there was a cosplayer. This cosplayer wants to do something other than cosplaying. So nudeplay was born.


Gawd, I can't explain so much why I became a nudeplayer. I made up the thing itself and proclaimed me the only nudeplayer in the universe. How's that? How's that for someone who has no biceps and triceps and pecs and abs and such?

Maybe it had something to do when Hitsuzen Inc's PIRATED project. That was last year. I played Franky so I had to be in briefs. Oh yeah, I roamed the shooting area in blue underwear. And I didn't care. It was summer anyways. The thing is, I've been exposing myself nude in various media since Multiply times. I even have this video of myself doing dirty dancing. It's nothing serious. It's just for the LOLs.

Then there came one night, I was so effin bored and for the heck of killing my time, I posed nude in the camera with my Naruto makeup still on. And seeing my raw photos, I thought to myself, 'This is cool!' I wanted to make s'more.

Oh no, I never had delusions of myself being a cool nude Naruto. Again, it's for the LOLs. I wanted to feed my ego, I wanted to rake comments in Facebook and that's it. When I posted the pictures, many people were shocked. Those who were shocked much were my closest buds. They kept on telling me I lost my wholesome image. Bullshit! Did I ever have a wholesome image? So I posted in my status, 'I'm prone to underestimation. So I love shocking people of what I'm capable of'.

After Naruto, there's more. And comments flooded. It's like I became the new sensation. I'm not so sure if they mean what they say...that they love what I'm doing. Like duh?! I mean...c'mon, it's nudeplay, I'm polluting everyone's mind. It's something taboo. How could you love such? Not just such...how could you love such an ugly creature with ugly features exposing his ugly parts? I understand they didn't want to hurt my feelings. But well, I also wish to have haters.

I had nudeplay hiatus earlier this year not because I wanted to stop. The camera that I've been using for it had been malfunctioning and I couldn't take good photos. FYI, I've been taking the photos myself putting the camera auto. Yes, I'm the model, the concept designer, the makeup artist, and the photographer at the same time. It's one thing that makes me proud of doing nudeplay...it's all my WORK. My purest ART.

And speaking of art, yes, some people are open minded enough to think of my naked poses as art. I praise them people. Want my autograph?

My hiatus was over. I finally acquired a good camera for making nudeplay's comeback. So I started posting photos again in Facebook. Gee, I was overwhelmed by those people who kept on commenting they miss this and that and so on. A friend even told me my photos are already leaked in Luzon and people there are asking, WHO THE FUCK IS THIS FUCKIN NUDEPLAYER?!'

For reals? I got haters?! Heaven!

And then last week, I was shocked when Facebook deleted one of my nudeplay pics (the one in ANBU with my first ever butt exposure) and warned me that I violated the rules of the social network. I was enraged! Enraged as in capital P-I-S-S-E-D O-F-F.

So I burst in my status. Of the gazillion pics posted in FB everyday, Mark Zuckerberg would never mind my scandalous art...I bet my ass. So how come they noticed me? BECAUSE SOMEONE...OR SOMEPEOPLE REPORTED ME.

I was hurt. I don't care hudahel were those people who reported me. It's the fact that I ONLY TAGGED MY CLOSEST FRIENDS. Did someone betray me? Did someone finally gave up his/her plastic nature and wanted to slap the truth in mah face? Or maybe I was wrong. Maybe one of my friends tagged somebody who reads the Bible everyday and reported me as spam so my evil won't spread anymore. Whatever!

YOU SPAT ON MY ART. YOU STOLE MY FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION. YOU LAMBASTED MY PRIDE. YOU WANTED TO ERASE MY EXISTENCE BECAUSE I WAS BORN THAT WAY. SO FUCK YOU!

And to all my haters, I HATE YOU TOO! I hate you because you hate me in the wrong way. I love haters who hate me because they know me. I hate you haters who hate me because you just feel like hating me. You're just jumping in the bandwagon of haters who hate me because hating me makes them famous.

I love anything posted in Bacolod Wild. I was proud that my Franky pic was posted in there. But hello?! To that someone who said 'Gago ni siya nga Franky'...FUCK YOU! I'm not 'gago'. I graduated Valedictorian in elementary, I was a government scholar in a Science High School for four years, and I graduated college cum laude. Why don't we meet face to face so I can slap in your ugly face the myriad medals I got?

Thank you to those people who noticed my flaw-ful skin. I'm so proud enough to expose them. I'm proud of my scars, because they remind me of my adventures, my pains, my desperate attempts to get some life. I'm proud of my imperfections because they serve as a boundary between me and God. I'm proud of my ugliness because it makes me unique. No one out there can be as ugly as me. Period.

For now, I'm banned to post photos in Facebook. It's a cruel punishment for an egotistic being like me. No, I will not create a new account. Still, there are many ways to exhibit my art. Just like what Sue Sylvester said to Will Schuster, ''Trophies are like herpes. The more you want to get rid of them, they more the come back.''

My nudeplays are like herpes.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Nyaa! Mine is Miss Kristell Lim. :)

Well it started because I am a fanatic of Fairy Tail and 'twas on my cosplay plans. So I did research for some cosplay photos and guess what? I saw someone who cosplayed Erza Scarlet! I was like "OMG! OMG! Someone cosplayed Erza Scarlet! Who is she? Tell meeeeey. Whoa! She is totally cute." I just can't stop staring at her photos. It was Miss Kristell Lim. She is a goddess. A heart throbbing, ground shaking, jaw dropping cosplayer. Her costume was made by Sir Lyron Aquino. Another kewl cosplayer but still Miss Kristell Lim is much kewler. No one can ever beat her. I have a picture of her inside my wallet. A shirt printed with "I ♥ Kristell Lim". A tarpaulin printed with her Erza Scarlet cosplay on the wall in my room.




This photo is the one that is in my room. Nyaa! Shes the one responsible for making my day complete. She always sets up my mood. And on her fan page I told her if she's free on July for the next Cyberzone Cosplay Competion. I really really want to see her in person! Oh! Wait, wait, wait, she reponded to my post.
Here! Here!


I am hoping that she could attend. If ever she does I will definitely roll on the floor! Nyahahaha. But not in front of her. That would make me idiotic. Hahaha. I'll do everything I can just to see her. Am I already stalking? No, no, no, I'm not stalking. I'm a fanatic of Miss Kristell Lim.



Hatsune Miku!? Damn! This is just too perfect. Even though I don't really like Vocaloids. She's making me insaaaane! Ey?! What if she'll cosplay Rose from Dragon Crisis. OMFG! I will scream my lungs out if she do. But that's kinda gay. By the way Rose is my "crush" in Dragon Crisis. Thus, I will bow down before her. I'll be her slave. Nah, I want to be her escort. Nyahahaha.


She cosplayed Rider from Fate Stay Night. That was taken last March 5, 2011 during PCC.

Guys! Please like Miss Kristell Lim's page on Facebook. Thanks!

I guess I'm just until here. Well this is my very first blog. And I don't know if my grammar is correct. Comment whatever you want. I'm off.

~Kaze. >:D

I support local mangakas!

by Von Fritz Evangelista

Come Animotion 2010, I was shocked of a local manga being sold at the cosplay site. Whoa! There's a local mangaka around?

I bought a copy and asked...who's the mangaka?



And there! It's Shida Shinpan!

I grabbed the opportunity and asked for an autograph. Coz I thought...this man will gonna be famous someday. At least I had his autograph before he's there.

The first issue had two manga stories. In Her World is a story of a cool boy meets weird girl. Rising Underground on the other hand is a story of tough robot-like people fighting soldiers.

I heart In Her World. Maybe because I can relate.

Last Kusupure Deto, the Volume 2 of the series was released. I bought my copy of course.



And recently, Volume 2.5 is out. Blots Inc's ROOK is included...another series by my dear mangaka friends Katz and Co.

Seems like Ice Cream Indie is indeed getting there.

SUPPORT LOCAL MANGAKAS!

Sunday, March 6, 2011

I'm now a fan of JayEm Sison!

by Von Fritz Evangelista

Okay, here's the truth about my cosplay idols. How much I want myself to like Jin Joson or Alodia Gosiengfiao. Yes, they're epic. But they're girls. I find it hard to be a fan of girls.

For me 'fandom' is not limited with 'liking'. For me, it's 'inspiration'.

It's like I'M A FAN OF MANNY PACQUIAO. I WANT TO BE MANNY PACQUIAO SOMEDAY.

Got that?

In other words, when I become a fan of someone, that someone is what I want to become someday.

So I can never be a fan of Alodia and Jin. I don't want to have a vagina someday.

Thanks to Mac for giving me the link. Now I know a cosplayer so epic that I wanne be like him someday.



IT'S JayEm Sison!



Daym...look at those pecs. For me who loves nudeplaying, this pic defines envy.

Cosplayers in Manila say he's kinda mysterious. He recently attended PCC.



OMG! I hope he attends Ozine Fest. Cosplay Gray Fullbuster please!



Now I'm so inspired to go!

Monday, February 28, 2011

I miss you.

by Steven Vivero

It will always take a lot of time, understanding and trust to gain a close friendship with someone else. It is a fragile thing that really does require as much handling as any other fragile and precious thing.We cannot determine the exact time that friendship is formed, it is mutual.. an overwhelming feeling. I'm happy to encounter these people along the way and I wanna make you feel that every bit of you is appreciated.



I'm actually bothered not because I'm losing some of my closest friends, but I know some people who are under this situation. I DON'T MEAN to pry but it's just that... it really does bother me. Seeing some of my friends having some conflicts with their friends is such a heartache. I don't know why I feel that I'm carrying the burden, but I guess.. I just feel that there is something that can be done before everything ends. Let's admit that we made mistakes, we're not perfect. We all have our own flaws. I just hope that there will be room for forgiveness.

I miss seeing happy faces like these..


we can't play the same games before but...


I miss to see people beaming with love like these..


I miss hanging out with these guys like we used to before..


I miss pigging out like these..


I miss being just a fanboy..


I miss being trolled..


I miss the sensible talks..


I miss meeting new friends and sleepovers!


I miss hanging out with everone..

This might be a simple note, but I hope that you guys would feel that without you, someone like me can't be complete.

A Special Note

by Edward Paul Angelo Amparado

hi there, I R SORRY if im not good in my grammar.

This is my first note that I ever made here in FB and also with my other accounts.

To start, I'ml going to tell you a story about the people i have encountered in my life.

February 13, 2010


ANBUFEST PIN from my brother.


yumi, poly, and rosebeth ♥

the 1st Cosplay event held in Bacolod is the Anbufest at 888.

*honestly we are not a cosplayer, but a JRock addict and costume makers*

so we decided to try to join on this event, and it was really fun.

There we started to know this thing called ANIME.

MAY 1, 2010


me, yumi, beloved, sai T_T

BELOVED Banazure is the one who invited us to try to join cosplay with them.

without him we did not met the others, thanx to him :D

the day where we meet the HITSUZEN group.

since i am not close with them, sai was the only one who entertains them because I'm not a person that somewhat very friendly but also a shy one.

and the following days come. . .


the summer friends


T_T i miss everyone

after months have passed, many things happened, some got busy, and some already left, some came back.

There I was qualified to become one of the VIP Core member of Hitsuzen Bacolod.

and look at us now. . .


HITSUZEN BACOLOD

huhu i miss everyone :( there I can see the what we call HITSUZEN *tears

The reason why I made this note was to let you all remember everthing from past to present. as we look at around us at this time, many things have changed. Some will already give up cosplaying and face a new career.

as a member of the HITSUZEN, it dosen't mean if you dislike or misunderstood the person, you will end everything, you should face it , and give chances, because whatever happens, Time will come that you and the person that you don't like to be with, will need him/her because of the connections and friendship made between you and the person. and for those who said that they will stop cosplaying: please don't say that, because even how many times you will say that you'll gonna stop being as COSPLAYER, you'll absolutely miss it! because many great things happens when you are a cosplayer.(tears) ang tanong, kay mo bang kalimutan at hindi makipag kita sa amin? even now, we miss those days right? :D *phew. we just started everything, and we are still at the beginning, lets continue the story of our lives together, as we go along. I Love You guys *hugs


ONE PIECE

the 1st ever photoshoot that i join, i'll gonna treasure this T_T

so long folks, see ya next time. . .

Saturday, February 26, 2011

It's a sign to cosplay Star Wars one of these days.

by Von Fritz Evangelista



OMG! Only THE FORCE knows how much I love Star Wars again. Watching Star Wars Clone Wars ignited my long forgotten obsession. I wanna live in galaxy far far away one more.

Joycel and I have been planning to cosplay Star Wars characters soon. He wanted to be Anakin...and since I'm his senior, I will be Obi-wan Kenobi. We will make it epic. So we're taking our time.

But geez, after having a photo op with Darth Vader and Boba Fett...I just died. I wanna rush my Star Wars cosplay.

May the force be with us all.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Why I wasn't in costume.

by Josalie Solis (aka Grell)

I'd just like to say that for me, cosplay is not a competition. It's my art, my passion. People asked me why I didn't join last saturday's competition (Kosupurei Deto) it's because for once, I'd like to be there as a fan, and not as a contestant. I wanted to watch cosplayers with out the mind set of winning or loosing, without the pressure of humiliating myself onstage... I just wanted to experience it from a new point of view.

The sight of cosplayers walking down the stage and introducing themselves.. people who have smile on their faces just taking pictures of cosplayers.. it already makes me feel like a winner.

So yeah.

I guess my point is that I really have love and passion for what I'm doing. And.. it kinda.. 'hurts' (dunno the right word for this part, hehe) If people keep asking my why i didn't join the COMPETITION. I join competitions, right. But I join because I want to share what I love with other cosplayers who share the same passion as I do. I'm not aiming for the prize because seeing people's happy expressions when you cosplay their favorite character, heraing them cheer for you and taking pictures with you... that's already the best prize any cosplayer could recieve.

And yeah. I only wore a wig and a forehead protector to KosDeto because I didn't bother wearing a costume. I knew very well that all I was going to do the entire day was to help Katz-nee, take photos, fan-girl, run around the place, fan-girl, help Katz-nee and run around the place while fan-girling, taking photos and helping Katz-nee so i'd just ruin my costume. Teehee.

And message for the new guys.

Cosplay whoever character you want to. Don't be afraid of doubles. As long as you have the heart for it and you know you can do it, go on. No one's stopping you. ;)

Hrng i talk as if I were a pro. lolol. <3
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Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Rabu Rabu Kusupre Deto

by Steven Vivero

I'm so back.



(L-R) Yuu as Empress Tianzi and Me as Li Xingke from Code Geass, Kai as Nagamasa and Sai as Oichi from Samurai Warriors.

Cosplay has been part of me and I would like to thank Yuu Sinner for introducing to me the world of cosplay! *reminiscing*

I cosplayed Li Xingke from Code Geass w/ my cosplay date Yuu as Empress Tianzi. It was our dream cosplay pair after all and good thing that Katz (888's Event Manager) came up to this idea. :)

I was so amaze to see new cosplayers like those who cosplayed Code Geass, The World God Only Knows, HS of the Dead, KW Maid-sama etc! :)



w/ Code Geass cosplayers haha!



oyeah!



and whoa, who's this?!
Kakashe and Kakashi
Oh yes! It's my favorite pair all the way from Cebu, Kakashi Sexy no Jitsu and Kakashi! Welcome to Bacolod! :)
all the way from Cebu, was able to meet them in Flesh

Yatta! This gathering is not only for cosplayers but also to people who have been supporting the craft eversince. Hello guyssssss! Thanks for being there. :) (BraiXFlo and friends, Shea and friends, Team Batotoi and TPpips) TAG TAG TAG PHOTOS! hahaha :) and I do hope that soon, you guys will join as well! ohyes! :D

Suprisingly, I won as Best Male Cosplayer and my cosplay partner Yuu Sinner won as Best Chinese Costume.


pinky swear

and since my cosplay tandem Yuu doesn't want to join the Cosplay Love Relay game, I paired up w/ my brother Kai for this one and yes we won! (Sorry girls, we need wallclocks! jk) :) haha



WALLCLOCKS ftw!

Erm. Congratulations to fellow winners, Raikee (Best Female Cosplayer), Raikee and Bea (Pocky Madness Winner) and Fu-chan and Jay-chan for (Sweetest Couple) <3



It was a fun-filled event but we got tired that unfortunately we weren't able to do the "cosplay walk" along the streets of Lacson. Anyways, HiYuTa (Hitsuzen, Yuya Boys and Tinta) had quality time in Mcdo w/ new cosplay friends!:D

Oh boy :) Hope we'll meet again guys! :)



kitakits sa Mcdo

Happy Heart's month guysssss :)

Mata ne.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

They rushed us...but we won btw.

by Stein, Segunda Espada



SM City Bacolod recently held another cosplay competition, Oct.10,2010. It was another great experience for me and my co-Hitsuzen family. I cosplayed one of the characters from a console game. Primera Mac cosplayed Athrun Zala, Von as Pein, Romel as Justin Law, Razel as Shinku from Rozen Maiden, Vench as Hibari/ Ryuji (lmao) and Elle (though late) cosplayed Sumire from Tora Dora. We have Kai as Ciel (what-an-epic-costume), Jhayme as Naruto, M as ______ (vusual kei guy), Sai as lovely aristoratic maid, Yumi as Manager on Duty, Pollen as Nurse Photographer and Shiela as Honne *fanboy screams*. I encouraged my step-sisters and one of my cousins to join as well in the competition, it's a good thing that same hobby runs in the family.I'm thankful my ever supportive mom was there too! :) yay! Love you mommy!



I'm grateful to meet other cosplay friends again! Weee ~ *glomps*

I won 2nd place for best cosplay, thanks SM for the gift pass and freebies like tickets and stuffs. :) Awesome





I would like to congratulate Hitsuzen VIP Sheila G. for winning the first place. 10k = new PS!. Neat. (free food!!!!)

For those who have entered the Top 6, congratulations! specially to co-Hitsuzen Kai and M! :)





Congratulations as well to Joe Sutcliffe and Julz Cristobal for both winning a slot in photoblogging!

To our friend Micah Angela (HAHA) from Jugatsu team, congratulations for winning the best masked cosplayer and also landed a slot for the top 6 cosplayers.



Another victory for the team! :) I love you guysssss as always. It has been a year of cosplaying together and more years to come!. It's such a blessing to meet and have you guys. Now, our family is getting bigger, and we're doing better and bolder. Let's celebrate good times guys! ♥

Monday, September 6, 2010

Birthday Rawr!

by Stein, Segunda Espada

Hello guys! :)

WHOA! CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS? We're already one year old! haha

this is way back 09/04/2010

Oh gee, this is nostalgic.

I'm so happy that we have reached this far.

I'm so overwhelmed and would like to share this happiness I contain.

Still Doll Project 2010, a success.
Photo by: Ms. "Anime" Valdez

from (L-R) TOP: VIP Romella, VIP Sheila, Mac, Vench and Von
from (L-R) MID: Elle, Romel and Razel
from (L-R) DOWN: Metz, Me and VIP Keisha

When we started doing "this thing of ours", I can still recall how people mocked us, booed us, and tried to put us down.

But the thing is, they failed to kill this fire in us - our passion. They are just those jerks who doesn't know how to appreciate this art.

It's like we're in a battlefield those days, no matter how scarred and battered we are.. we've endured and succeeded. We have contributed enough to make this community grow and look at the cosplay community now, it's getting bigger and better! Such a joy to see.

me as Mayama
Elle as Yamada
Mac as Takemoto
Che as Hagu
Vench as Morita

HAHA let's go to the mushy part..

the last airbender.

Mac..

Thanks for taking the task of being the head of this team. I know it's a big thing to shoulder but despite of your fragile and rapeable body, you did a great job as our leader. Thanks for being a good sport and for not breaking our trust. I'm sorry if there are things that I've done that offended you (like posting your uba pics over plurk) haha.

sting me

Elle..

Thanks for the trust and also the companionship. We'll always be the partners-in-crime. We've been friends since highschool and we've argued at some point but it won't lessen the friendship between us. Don't forget that you have US. We're family :) Hahaha thank you so much because we know the fact that without you, this group will never exist. You're the best :D

Von..

PAET! What are we going to do without a VON in the group?. You have shared bright ideas and never did fail us. You are the LIGHT of this group, without you.. we won't be paet! hahaha :D So yes, I'm still looking forward for more concepts and out of this world ideas! :)

Metz..

Where are you? In our one year of existence, you we're not there in our bday? Are you having some MAJOR MAJOR date or what? haha You'll be one of the bestest BEASTfriends I ever had. mwa! :D haha

Romel and Razel..

I need to pair you guys. hahaha! Thanks for being part of this group. You guys never did fail us and your loyalty to this group adds to this flame in us. I'm sorry if I have mistaken you guys before as highschool graduates. HAHA! You rock guys! Please dont forget to add us in the entourage list when the right time comes. I wish you both happiness and love.

Vench

Vench..

Hey! ultimate fanboy goes core member. Thanks for being part of this group! HAHA and thanks for being one of those people whom I can share my mushy side. You're the only person in the group whom I can talk to when it comes to slice of life animes. haha! Grrr. I still envy your eyes though. haha more years to come!

Pollen

Po-kun..

Wahaha! I know you have been busy lately but I do appreciate how you also make an effort to join us to do cosplays. I really appreciate how you manage your time and able to prioritize what is important. We are just here for you! I hope we can spend more cosplays as a group! and keep up the good work Pollen! :D You'll always be hitsuzen's bishie.

Sheila and Keisha - i so love you both. Free to Cosplay Forever (rock)

3am :)

To our VIPS:

Jhame, Sai, Kai, Yumi, Che etc -

Thanks for the laughs! Thanks for the food! Thanks for the overnights, shits and that. Thank you for being patient and being part of this family. :) You know the fact that WE DID NOT select you guys to be part of the group. It's just a simple way how "hitsuzen" works. Your ways crossed ours, Your hearts touched ours (hmmmm???)..it's just an unexplainable phenomenon, it's something mutual.

And of course, we would like to thank the One above for everything. To God be the glory! :D

Cast:
VIP Emmalyn as Haruhi
Me as Kyon
Elle as Yuki
Razel as Mikuru
VIP Sheila as Itsuki

Photo taken by Keisha
www.aslowwaltz.deviantart.com
an unusual meet up
Hitsuzen ladies. ♥
hitsuzen ♥
me as Mayama
Elle as Yamada
Mac as Takemoto
Che as Hagu
Vench as Morita

As a team...no, as a family.. I must say that we have sparked enough for this year. Just enough to let other people know that this thing of ours exist. Just enough that we have gained victories. Just enough to share this little talents that we have. Just enough to say that we have proven things more than what we expected. I hope for the coming years, we will continue to keep this flame burning and burning! Viva Hitsuzen! :D

Please continue to spead the cosplay love. This is our cosplay friends NOW :)

kakashi loves gothic lolitas :D
Cosa Nostra. This thing of ours.

Whew. Please dont think you have spent 7 minutes shit reading this :) hahaha I love you guys!

-Segunda